because i’m reckless and useless and somehow got scratches on the hood of it which is of course 10000% my fault and deserving of me getting screamed at for it the moment i got home last night and of me not being allowed to take it outside a 10 mile radius this week and possibly not being allowed to take it back to school.
The lines left from suffering,
scars of emptiness.
celebrating int’l womens day by finishing veronica mars in bed and then having a fantastic evening plan with carlyjanees
I’m always looking for the rain to come so I trip over my own feet. I know exactly what the air smells like before a storm.
Before you fall in love with me, I want you to know that I cry a lot because it feels good, and I masturbate at least 4 times a week, and you might fall out of love with me before either of us are ready for it.
I have no experience with this. I’m trying to be brave and smart but its almost impossible to be both at the same time.
You can’t love me like a fire escape. Sometimes I will be the match, or the smoke under the door. I don’t know what I’m doing, all I know is that we all catch fire sometimes, before we even get warm.
Before you fall in love with me, I want you to know that there’s a 50% chance that this won’t work, that one of us will wind up hating the other. I will try to keep your head above water, but sometimes I’ll need help, too.
I can’t be your savior, and I don’t expect you to be mine. Just watch me unfold and I’ll watch you unfold, too. We’ll get drunk and tell each other everything. I know that’s cheating but maybe it’ll be alright. Maybe we won’t wake up embarrassed.
I am going to fall in love with you, too, feet first. Maybe we’ll slow dance off a building together, maybe we’ll have forgotten each other’s names by this time next year. I don’t care, the sky is gray with or without you, so I’m not going to look up anymore, I’m going to look ahead .
i love y’all and everyone who’s offered me couches.#wish you weren't mostly 6 hours away because IDK IF I HAVE MY CAR #but lol because my fam was like COME TO BUFFALO #AND I CAN'T EXACTLY BE LIKE NO MY DAD TOOK MY CAR AWAY
can’t take your keys if you leave right now…right? *dons bad influence cap*
would have tried that except the keys have already been taken#cleverdistraction #i could literally throw up at the thought of being trapped here for 10 days
hi i’m not even sort of kidding about that someone please let me live on their floor this week#though you may have to come pick me up since my keys are probably getting taken away
Gonna need someone to house me for break because I just got screamed at the second I walked in the door and I flat out refuse to stay here for 10 days.
T-MINUS 3 HOURS.
(the girl i’m taking home just texted and was like, i will be ready to go the second i’m out of class. I LOVE PUNCTUAL PASSENGERS *hearts in eyes*)#so ready to be home #just one class #and turning in a paper #and loading my car #weeeeeee